Pooch is hiding again but I’ve a trick up my sleeve I’m hiding with her. So tonight we sleep under the bed
So pup has figured it out this is all hers!! No longer sleeping under the bed she’s become my snuggle buddy!! With the most amazing blue eyes and The calmest demeanor she’s perfect!!
I volunteer at the shelter and recommend shelter pups and cats there is always a risk. My Elsa had an abusive family constantly getting kicked and beat so she’s shy. She will never go through that again never ever!
My neighbors love her and I love her she’s a good pup this morning I will spend some time on heel and stay and of course spoil my girl. She’s coming out and a wonderful pooch and god those eyes she’s the most amazing eyes!!
A man needs a pooch!
Life is good this morning, I woke at my normal 4:30 body clock time refreshed and ready for a good day. Something was different though. Something good!
She heard me stir and came out front under the bed! Still shy and timid but there she was with her amazing blue eyes and velvet ears waiting to go out. I found a pooch after so much time. I know it’s going to take a few days for her to adjust and understand that she now owns the place she’s no longer in a kennel where she’s spent most of her life. She’s home, she’s where daily walks and hikes and cookies and cuddles are normal routine not just some thing a kid with a job needs to do.
My neighbors love her already, I can’t blame them she’s so sweet natured. Aside from a propensity to explore my kitchen trash can she’s shown no signs of the destructiveness in her notes. I purposely picked a pooch that needed work because it means I need to focus on something on someone.
She seems content so far to sleep under my bed, I suppose having been surrounded by crates all her life it gives a security. Last night I too slept under my bed lol felt great on the back and my pillow didn’t move much she did lick now and then.
I have a very late shift today and thus more time with pooch, yesterday we did a short walk along the trails today maybe a longer run I want to again off leash her but I might have to wait.
For now as I cook my breakfast with Elise at my leg I have no complaints!! In fact I’ve only felt this comfortable with my Akita my darling soja a man needs a pup.
A man needs a pup…..
So now I have purpose…
Elsa, I call her Elise as she responds well to the name, a border collie mix and god can she run!!! This poor pooches spent her entire life in shelters she’s a sweetheart but shy.
She thus far is most comfortable under my bed, I can now say I’ve napped under the bed I think she’s just used to the cages. I’m hopeful it will change soon it’s only been half a day and she’s already showing improvement. I can off leash her at the end of a run and she knows what door to go to.
It makes me think though, the last few months have been uncomfortable for me as I’ve been experiencing a lot of change. And this pup is as well, even if it’s for the best I’m finding change itself a tough deal.
We live in routine and modification scares us often. Today and next week I will accept the changes given and stand up to my challenges. After all I need to be a good example for my sweet Elsa.
When I was 6-9 years old I remember Christmas Eve as wonderful yet brutal. Oh the waiting….
In 3 and a half hours I meet and hopefully take home my next pooch. Mind you this will be interview 9 for the perfect fit thus far I’ve met some great pups but none fit. Is not fair to either pooch or myself to go whilly nilly. But “Abe” from what I can tell so far is perfect. I’ve been waiting all week for this meet and I’m excited.
I’ve everything ready…. food… treats…. a friend whose a local vet for shots and all I even cleared the boxes out so pooch would have room!! Fresh sheets on the bed and I took a couple of days off to be home and reduce his stress I’m counting minutes!
May the pooch fit into my strange world!!
Happy Wednesday everyone, today and tomorrow can’t seem to pass fast enough for me. Friday evening I go meet “Abe” a beautiful lab mix that with any luck will be coming home with me! A man needs a pooch plain and simple!
So this morning I was rummaging around the kitchen trying to figure out what to pack as a good energy snack for breaks at work. The kitchen is slightly bare til payday Friday in the realm of quick items so I’ve got to get creative. I noticed I had a bag of cashew pieces and a bag of almond slices in the freezer that I use for brownies and such so here’s what I came up with:
Sweet and Salty Nut Mix
I melted about a tablespoon and a half of unsalted butter, mixed this well with a cup and a half of cashew pieces and a cup of almond slices.
Added 1/4 cup of sugar, 2 tablespoons of salt, and 2 tablespoons of sugar mixing well as I added these.
Spread the nuts on a cookie sheet evenly and baked @ 350 for approximately 15 minutes (sorry I just eyed this step). Removed from oven and set aside to cool.
After it was cool I poured the whole thing loose sugar/salt and all into a ziplock bag and shook vigorously I ended up adding a little more cinnamon at this stage as I was tasting as I went.
And now I have a tasty snack that should give me a good protein/carb/fat profile and a quick energy boost throughout the day!
Now usually I thin slice a can of spam (fyi the bacon flavor or jalapeño flavor spam is awesome) spread the slices on a baking sheet, dust with whatever curry or rub I’m in the mood for and bake at 425 for around 10-12 minutes. This gives me Spam chips that I can bag up and snack on during my breaks. Unfortunately I’ve burned through my Spam stockpile over the last few weeks with my long shifts. Don’t judge till you’ve tried it!! (Most people that claim Spam is disgusting have never actually tried it). I can’t fight the Hawaiian in me I love the stuff.
I find myself unusually calm lately, things don’t seem to bother me so much anymore which is a good thing. I’m not exactly sure what all has changed but I do know that I have been eating much healthier the past two weeks.
A very dear friend brought me some venison the other month and I have been pulling it from the freezer as of late. The meat is very lean and takes seasoning with my various curries incredibly well. I have been cooking up the ground deer pork with various veggie mixes and divvying up the batches into Tupperware for lunches.
I start each morning with homemade hash browns and sometimes two eggs over medium. Later in the morning I usually do a bowl of pasta with red sauce and I do the same after returning home from work. I also always have a batch of rice to reheat as a quick snack. I’ve also been doing a lot of beans, this morning I actually did homemade refried beans from dried pintos I soaked overnight.
And while my kitchen is getting a little bare by my standards this week I have plenty of these healthy items to eat. I get paid Friday and have taken the time to work up a shopping list of healthy items and not a bunch of quick microwave garbage.
As I’ve been working a lot of hours I plan to treat myself this weekend with a junk food meal of pizza from fat boys pizza but aside from that I’m consciously choosing to continue eating healthy.
My body feels better, I’m starting to actually sleep better, and my thoughts don’t seem to run away as much. I’ve become more thoughtful and direct with my interactions around others.
Next steps? Go back into tech, slay this smoking dragon, and give a pooch a forever home with belly rubs and hikes and luvs.
Yesterday and tomorrow are days off (technically tomorrow isn’t off as I’m going in for a test). I’ve managed to do half my laundry, eat lots, and even get a nap in!! My next shift starts in about 4 hours providing they don’t call to beg I go in early.
In early, hmmmm Apparently I am good at what I do as I’m on the short list of the first people called for extra time. Even with two days off this week my schedule will give me 60 hours and that’s not taking account for the morning “can you come in now??” calls I receive every day.
While the job I am working is crap and I don’t expect to be there soon I still take pride in it.
Being able to play a cornerstone role has given me………..
Matter of fact I think the experience was needed!! Lately I’ve felt pretty useless being able to play a cornerstone role has given me some of my old drive back. I’ve also begun to learn patience and understanding with others. I never thought that such a simple and crap job would have much result.
Thank god I have other irons in the fire as surviving on this job alone would surely be a stress filled life. And yet people do it!! For whatever reason, I’ve met plenty that are well qualified and smart but just can’t seem to land the job for whatever reason.
I suppose it’s a blessing I know my reason?! Today I will do my shift and do the best I can and I will attempt to keep my thoughts of the past and future at bay, a simple sideline as to who I am presently.
Again take pride in all you do, the best legacy is that you always worked hard and took pride in that
I say tasty!!
One of my favorite staples to keep in the kitchen just happens to be fairly cheap and keeps for extended periods of time with little effort. I love the wonderful potato!! At around 80 cents a pound for big honkin Russets it makes a perfect staple!!
Quite often I’ll quarter one length wise to fit through my cuisinart (which I absolutely adore) and fry the resulting shreds in olive oil for fresh hash brown taters in less than 15 minutes!!
Tonight I sliced one up, seasoned with pepper, sea salt, and a tap of one of my favorite chile rubs (ghost and habanero blend) did a quick sear fry in olive oil and baked to a crisp. Home made potato chips!!! 20 minutes for the best chips I’ve ever had!!
Tomorrow I’ll mix some rosemary, sage, and dill in olive oil and brush a tater down to wrap in foil and bake. One of my favorites!!
So baked, fried, mashed, hashed, french fried, you name it!
Cherish the potato!
Sleep, shower, cook, eat, work, cook, eat, sleep – rinse and repeat. This pay period is going to go a long way in easing some of my financial stress at least. We’re incredibly busy and they opened the gates for overtime for pretty much as many hours as I decide I want to work!
And so if there’s a shift I have taken it, it’s been 10-14 hour days since Tuesday and I’m scheduled through the weekend and Monday I will most likely grab shifts for the rest of the week this weekend. Sure I’m a bit tired and I need to get some time for homework but I’m grabbing the hours while I can.
I’m taking Tuesday off to do laundry and general homework not to mention catch up on sleep and some self care. All told however I really don’t mind these long hours, keeps me out of trouble. Yesterday was supposed to be a short day (8 hours) with me scheduled to start at 3 the morning felt like I had a day off!!
Well, until they called me at 9:30 to see if I could go in “as soon as possible”. Today?? 11-7 but of course all day yesterday they kept asking and hoping I would go in closer to 8 this morning, I might but I’m not sure yet. It’s 5:30 and I’m not able to get back to sleep so perhaps after I’ve read my beloved paper I’ll meander in.
With my life being so bumpy the last few years its been a while since I’ve “been great” at something and honestly I’m enjoying that feeling again. Granted it is a crap job, minimum wage in a call center a temporary solution for immediate need but I still have pride in my work again. I’ve been top closer every day this week and by a good margin at that getting me pretty much a golden ticket to work whenever and however I want.
They simply leave me alone to rock my phone and I enjoy that, I feel sorry for the other poor saps who line the isles with coaches constantly walking up and down looking over shoulders giving corrections and cutting those that are having a bad day. I think that it would drive me mad! The conversations in the break room are all the same “they won’t give me hours, I’m not making any money!! Waaaah”.
Simple bit of advice guyzos, maybe if you worked the dialer on a consistent basis instead of reading and coloring waiting for the dialed to work you, you might just get more accomplished. I don’t like to sit and wait for my next call, I drop the dialer into manual mode and slam calls 100% of the time I’m at that desk. It’s a numbers game, if I can fire off 1500 calls in a shift I’m going to close some surveys, even with bad data full of disconnected numbers.
I digress, it seems work ethic is lost on the generations after mine (I’ve been feeling a tad old lately realizing generation X hasn’t been a thing for a long while now). The good majority of my coworkers are young kids and those that are older are there because much like me hard on luck. News flash, your going to continue to be hard on your luck as long as you prioritize getting stoned above getting ahead! Just because pots legal here doesn’t mean it’s a good idea to smoke up before your shift at during break! It slows you down and kills productivity, don’t space out and then bitch when you get cut!! Thicken your skin, suck it up, and do your job!
I suppose this has turned complete rant this morning, hah! I honestly am feeling much better about myself today though. Being able to take pride in my work again regardless of how menial that work may be. And knowing it won’t always be this call center.
In the coming days I meet with an old friend to talk about going back to the tech industry. This decision I did not take lightly as there is a risk I burn out and go off the rails again, I debated with myself for weeks over the possibilities and deliberately chose this particular friend to work for to protect myself and have no interest in a high level position, I’ve simply outgrown the complex rat race life.
And so, for today I will have the breakfast I am currently cooking, read my paper, call my friend, and I think I will go in at 11.
No matter what you do, take pride in it as it makes the work easier!