So now I have purpose…
Elsa, I call her Elise as she responds well to the name, a border collie mix and god can she run!!! This poor pooches spent her entire life in shelters she’s a sweetheart but shy.
She thus far is most comfortable under my bed, I can now say I’ve napped under the bed I think she’s just used to the cages. I’m hopeful it will change soon it’s only been half a day and she’s already showing improvement. I can off leash her at the end of a run and she knows what door to go to.
It makes me think though, the last few months have been uncomfortable for me as I’ve been experiencing a lot of change. And this pup is as well, even if it’s for the best I’m finding change itself a tough deal.
We live in routine and modification scares us often. Today and next week I will accept the changes given and stand up to my challenges. After all I need to be a good example for my sweet Elsa.
Down but not out
Last week I wrote about my goal of a career change and in particular a position that I interviewed for which had gotten me incredibly excited and wanting. Today I received word that they offered the position to someone else with a little more experience in the actual position. The president did mention in the email that he wanted to keep my name on file as he expects to be hiring again within a month or two and I would be his first choice. He also praised me on my eagerness to work for them. I absolutely wanted this job and must say that right now I’m feeling slightly crushed.
Fact is, finding a job is hard work even for qualified individuals and I cannot let this keep me from forward progress. I have established a massive amount of forward momentum over the past few weeks and letting a small setback drive me to quit is just not an option. Matter of fact I should be looking at this from the positive standpoint, all of the communication I received was directly from the president (and owner) of the company and each time he praised my eagerness and follow through. The fact that he stated “first choice” for the next opening is a very good sign as well.
I can never go back to my old ways and survive
So dear readers, I must continue on forward. I may be feeling down today but I am not out of the game by any means. Changing careers is a difficult thing to do, applying for jobs that I have no direct qualifications or experience in while having a strong work history in a field that most consider a better paying / higher level career track. I understand the fears of potential employers that I may jump ship for better pay, and what the future holds for me is still uncertain but I do know one thing; I can never go back to my old ways and survive.
As for today, I’ve spent a while firing off some applications and resumes and went straight to my most recent comfort activity of cooking!!
That which is well seasoned is bound to be good,