My Hectic Life and Not Giving Up
These past few weeks have been full of a lot of ups and downs, sadly there have been a lot more downs. My job search keeps coming up with frustrating results and of course most of the aspects of my personal life have been less than desirable. So I’ve been on this crazy emotional rollercoaster lately and it’s sure to have a few loops in the coming weeks with all that is going on.
So what to do this morning to set the right mind set? I started with a cup of coffee and my paper as is my routine. On the job front I took some time to set a goal of 10 applications submitted today and sat down with an intense focus. I ended up hitting the mark of 18 with medium effort, coffee in hand and typing skills at my finest.
I did not pick and choose this time, and of course for every application I put in I know I am just one of many. I am still hopeful of course, as I know I have a good skill set that can be put to good use should someone decide to give me a shot. Career changing makes finding a job difficult, I could probably drop back into tech with so much as a few phone calls.
So today I am going to focus on making my living space a little cleaner, putter around the house while I seriously consider making those phone calls. It’s a thin edge that I need to stay on the right side of to ensure my sobriety which is most important overall. I’m still optimistic and plan to stay that way. Sometimes it truly is hard to stay positive however I can pull this off today.