If you do not celebrate Easter, I guess happy Sunday. I’m no longer exactly religious but I do consider myself spiritual. The ideals surrounding Easter itself have always been interesting to me.
It’s interesting to think that Easter is about the “Resurrection”, in spiritual terms “rebirth”,”regrowth”, “new life”. Much like the Phoenix rising, there are many stories and spiritual mentalities based around the theories of destruction and reconstruction.
Looking at this time in my life I myself am experiencing my own sort of reconstruction phase. My destruction can simply be explained as self-destruction via alcoholism. I could probably write books delving into the why’s and how’s pertaining to burying my old self however, this is a positivity blog. I instead will focus on my reconstruction and forward progress into what I hopefully believe is going to be a better life overall.
So, as I sit here in quiet meditation thinking (and writing) about my current reconstruction I begin to mull over the list of major changes that I have been making over just the last few weeks and will be working on over the next few weeks. It may seem short sighted at first, but I believe I cannot fully move forward long term unless I take a serious look at the short term. So, short term this is what’s been happening:
- Currently attempting new career tracks that prioritize passions over pay
- Focusing more heavily on my peers and friends within the sober community to be a source of positivity, both for myself and others
- Obtaining a new place to live as that I may establish a space of my own
- Owning up to some of the past characteristics so that I may move forward unabated
- Maintaining a stricter routine so that I can plan and prepare more effectively
- Trying to focus more on positive mental attitude regardless of how I feel emotionally
- Ahh yes, staying SOBER
What can set me apart during this phase of my life is how I maintain my positive attitude and forward momentum.
Some of these are not small tasks, some are quite simple. At the core of reconstruction, the largest requirement is that I put in my best effort. I am certain to stumble now and then and run into hurdles but this is an unavoidable constant for any living being and in this way, I am not so special. What can set me apart during this phase of my life is how I maintain my positive attitude and forward momentum.
And thus, while I do not consider myself a devout Christian or Catholic I cannot deny the power of resurrection. I am not of the caliber that is spoken of in religious texts of course however, I can see on a macro scale the energy and enlightenment involved in the re-creation of one’s self. This gives me an interesting topic to meditate on throughout this day.
Regardless of religious affinity, I urge everyone reading this to take some time and meditate on the ideas of rebirth and the fortitude that we all posses.